JoFish19: I should be angry.
JoFish19: But I'm not.
JoFish19: I think I'm more sad than anything.
JoFish19: I don't feel like hitting anything.
JoFish19: I don't want to yell or scream or lash out.
JoFish19: First deer, now this.
JoFish19: Someone broke into my car tonight, tore out my CD player, stole some CDs, and left a shattered window all over the inside of my car.
JoFish19: I tried to have a good day today. I really did.
JoFish19: It started off ok. I got cancelled at work, had the whole day off.
JoFish19: I just feel kind of beaten down. Ya know?
JoFish19: If it's not one thing hitting me, it's another.
JoFish19: It's so frustrating, because I can't seem to get out of this.
JoFish19: I should be angry.
JoFish19: But I'm not.
JoFish19: I just don't feel like smiling anymore.